You loved me with diamonds
you loved me with words
as the tests of time came
you left + i hurt.
Though i gave u my heart
a soul pure, untouched
you slapped me with curses
+ said i wasn't enough.
I put my trust in his loving words,
that turned into demands.
Sought comfort in his arms
which then pushed + threw me down.
I closed my eyes + heard him stride out.
My heart left dismayed with troubles + doubts.
This once cheerished dream a nightmare replayed
As i cast down my burdens to one the whose crown i gave away.
Lonely + broken this is my dismay.
A vow to honor + cheerish
for better or worse
these words torturing my heart like a song with one verse.
Over + over these unfulfilled promises play
weeping in our undefiled bed, where u once lay
being tortured by memories
of the arms that once held
my love, future + hopes
bt now is my living hell.
Though i sit here alone
with child in my womb
asking God to sow + heal
a life with many wounds.
Under these stars, i look up above + say to my Father
Is this really called Love?
How does one mend a fragmented heart?
Shattered, disillusioned by a life cut deep?
Let me tell u straight
its a road full of pain
bt when u meet the one that restores
your weight turns to gain
of perspective + new hope +
forgiveness that awaits
a purposed destiny not a life of curse
a beautiful exchange.
Peace is my companion
though the journey may be long..
Though my weeping endure for a night
Gods joy is my morning song.
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