Have you ever felt so numb and empty inside that going through the motions is just that? Funny how certain situations or people can just drain every ounce of life out of you. You are pushed right to the very limits of your patience, understanding and care that all you wanna do is give up ... and I mean give up on everything. Words are just thrown about cheaply, but none is the wiser in realising how deep they cut. After all is said and done, none of it is really satisfying. There are no winners and everyone gets hurt. I often wonder what I ever did to deserve living this particularly shitty moment in my life. I try to recover the reasoning I had to ever go down this lonely dirt road. It's amazing how the human heart can still find room to give a shit even while it's being stomped upon. To think that after all the crap one goes through, the human spirit somehow continues to hold a flicker of hope amidst darkness. We cannot remain defeated, every challenge is one we can rise to. In the deepest of despair, we can somehow fashion ourselves into stone. To not feel anything, to not be vested in error again, to walk in step of your own theme music.... ummm what the heck? lol. Ok, so I don't really know what I'm blabbing about now, I guess in short:
* Crying really is ugly. What can you do with puffy eyes? Lol.
* Children are a joy.
* So many people look good from far away, but up close are often far from good.
* The inevitable is just that!
* Oh the places you'll go...
* Life really is like a box of chocolates! Yummmmm
Ok peeps, better get back to life, in all its beauty and ugliness. Just remember though you may be lonely, you are never alone.
God is always with you in both your highs and lows, He will never leave you nor forsake you! Believe me, I know! lol.
M
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