I love the way you LIE..................

I struggle to understand people.....
The LIES,
The DECEIT,
The constant PAIN they insist on putting the ones they supposedly love through.

The LIES.......

I find myself looking deeper and deeper into the eyes of this world for the truth, looking so hard that the lies I see almost convince me that my existence is all for nothing.

"WHY?? "....I cry out at the top of lungs, screaming so loud that my throat starts to burn.

Still no answer.... the world has no answers for me,
Every ones caught up in their own Lives full of LIES.....

They smile at me, ..... but I can hear their thoughts laughing at me.

The TRUTH who knows it?

Are we allowed to say it?

Will we always be persecuted for telling the truth?

What is the TRUTH these days anyway?

My truth always seems to differ from the worlds.

Who are we protecting anyway???

Am I wrong??
Are you right??

JUST SAY IT ... hurt me, tell me how much you hate me, JUST DO IT!!!!

Its OK to just say it, at least its the truth right??
It cant  kill me and at least you wont have to pretend anymore right???

Too many people tell lies to protect themselves, which means they really don't care about anyone else..
only THEMSELVES!!

IS THAT FAIR??

Only the TRUTH can set you free
Only the TRUTH can take you forward
Only where there is TRUTH you will find true LOVE
Only the TRUTH can help us understand.
If only the TRUTH wasn't always covered up by a LIE......

Can we really live our lives in a LIE and be OK with it ....

Or do you really believe that what you are doing is right and the only reason you hurt me is because all you have ever known is a LIE???

I really do struggle to understand people these days......