Pain

Today the pain is just too much,
She wishes that the day would end and that it had never began,
She tries to understand her pain and decide's that it's just too hard,

Give up she hears, its ok no one will notice you, it's not like they care.

She reaches towards the light, but the pain takes her closer to the dark,
She screams for help, but then stops and ask's herself will anyone care enough to hear?

She gets up and looks at herself in the mirror,

Disgusted she is by this weak being looking back at her,

Questions start to flow one after another as she stares at her reflection,

who is she?
what happened to her?
did she just give up?

Is she satisfied with her reflection?
Will she be there tomorrow?
Will she be heard tomorrow?
Will she be noticed tomorrow?

Pain... is worth nothing if you have nothing
Pain ... will you let it take over your life?

PAIN...... how did you find me? she begins to cry,

She stops, she listens, she hears nothing, she see's nothing.

she closes her eyes and prays.........

for FORGIVENESS AND LOVE

She recieves.........

The pain is still there, but her pain, is not for her own suffering but for others.
She Prays for them.

She searches for her answers and finds them.
She give's him Praise.

She still questions her answers, but now understands them.
She humbles herself.

She loves not to be loved but because she is.......
She smiles.

She cries, the PAIN, of being human, it aches, her heart continues to break
but she understands.

HIS Love HIS Sacrifice HIS Patience.

She throws herself on the ground,
Tears falling from her eyes as they burn 

Her heart heals.

She struggles to breath as she is overwhelmed by his LOVE

She gets up and looks at her reflection once again,

SHE IS BEAUTIFUL
SHE IS STRONG

Tears start to flow from her eyes,
they no longer burn.

She is happy She is blessed, She is Saved.

SHE IS LOVED..... and always was.

Thank you Lord, even in my darkest moments, you show me light, it takes me a while to get there sometimes, but your love never fails me Lord, only I do, I thank you for always giving me the strength and the courage to pick myself up and to love others the way you love me, there is no Pain when I'm clothed in your LOVE.