Finally its overcast, cant believe how the sun shining so brightly today irritated the crap outta me. We went walking this morning and that was cool, schools also back next week that's cool too just hope it stays cloudy and not rain I like the rain at night I love a good thunder storm too, but yeah gettn a lil side tracked.....
Soooooooo I liked walking today, it was nice to walk, just that the sun got too hot and you cant really do much wen its too hot only be annoyed and being annoyed really is a waste of time so I wonder why I do that sometimes hmmmmmmmm ????
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So while out walking I was thinking to myself about how I seem to notice people more these days and I wondered am I weird or are they??? I get bored easily with people as well and find myself getn lost in my thoughts most times and then I kinda got to thinking do we all get bored with each other and just look like we're listening when really we're not?
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Sleep... I need sleep, I need good sleep .... sleep is good.
I'm more tired these days thinking why that is?
not sleeping never really use to bother me much but now it does so must work on getting more sleep me thinks!!
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I figured today that people have layers and layers of different personalities and wen you strip them all back you see the real person, I love to watch my peeps that I consider to know well become complete strangers when they meet someone new, its so entertaining watching them and wondering what the real them is thinking about the person and situation while the actor smiles and seems extremely interested in the strange new person in their lives.
My family and friend yes I meant it to be friend lol think that I'm the entertaining one cos I'm pretty much a what you see is what you get person I'm not very adaptable lol if I got nothing to say to you then I got nothing at all and apparently I'm not very inviting either considering my personal space issues but because I'm OK with me it usually leaves the other person feeling uncomfortable...hence the one friend thing...lmao but that alone is another story really the whole one friend thing I believe is more of a choice for me really!!
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OK well enough random thoughts for now and sorry if I just wasted your time, OR if I some what got your attention and held it for the whole time then welcome to seeing what goes in and out my head each day...lol and don't worry alot of other stuff does as well just that its common stuff that we all do and it'll be like reading your own diary really so thought that the randomness is OK..
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